so…clean….
my kitchen is freakin’ surgically sound right now. I’ve washed switchplates and switches, outlets, outlet plates, rice, coffee and pasta canisters, cupboards, counters, kickboards, and floors. It’s a classic sign that I’m internally screwy; there’s mucky muck afloat that needs to be cleared, and a clean house–or the process of cleaning it– makes my world happy. Similarly, with him: he did boatloads of dumping, garage cleaning, and manly to-do items, and as he finished the garage, which feels– dare I say it, mausoleum-like?–now, he said, this feels surreal. Guh? Yeah. he’s getting ready to go. This purge-y clean-y stuff cements it.
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